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Do you ever feel like you have no place in the world like I’m constantly carving a place for myself and every victory is so hard won and seldom lasts more than a week 

This isn’t how I’m meant to live is it? Will I ever belong because people wanted me 

Will I ever stop fighting for myself?

Don’t get me wrong I have friends well 1 friend maybe 2 maybe 3 maybe 4 maybe 5 it depends on the day 

But It isn’t a friend group it’s individual friends I painstakingly culvatated at the slight chance they like me

Sisyphus and I have more in common than I’d like to admit 

I’m tired 

But I won’t stop ill still climb the hill and fall cause stopping isn’t an option I’m not all