no one can stay in the same state forever

this is a realization i had when i was reflectin back on my past self the last couple of months.

i was surprised to feel cringe at how i acted like only two months ago. it wasn even that long ago, but i cringed at my past behaviours like i wuld do w my past self from five years ago (someone in a completely different phase)

this title is kinda vague, but i got it from this.

humans are in a constant evolution. we don't ever stay the same really. in two months, or even a week from now, i might get a new interest that i think ab all the time that might replace erha (my top current interest atm). just yesterday or maybe the day after that, i suddenly remembered dol existed n my luv for sydney came back (i haven touched that game in WEEKS, mind u) i will always gain n lose traits of myself in this everlasting change

...i can't make any sense of my words. idk what i'm sayin, i'm just yappin some bs. ion like how i phrased this, but i'm supposed to be workin on my history now so i'll just post this as it is. maybe i'll edit this at a later date. idk