weird dreams

So I've been having like apocalypse dreams and dont know why, and it always ends up with this one friend crying or dying or just being a pain in the ass buttt i also keep having cinematic dreams with random ass people like who tf are you... This dream was really bright like 90s whimsy films. It was basically like watching a movie. Yes, it could be a movie but the plot is so messy.

Other occuring dreams has been like me meeting guys... NOTHING WEIRD BUT THEY WERE ODDLY SWEET BEFORE KILLING ME. Don't know if that means im gonna die single or what.

And my nightmares are like half and half. The example was im in a dark room laying on a gray cloth with plushies surrounded all i have in irl except one, and it was a raccoon with a red top hat, and it was ticking and i couldn't move right, but another thing i saw was either my mom or my friend sitting in a chair like ruined or ghostly?? Either way the raccoon thing kept ticking until i woke up but DIDNT WOKE UP. This was my first sleep paralysis ever. It was scary dear lord, it felt like something or someone was trying to grab me and one time whispered something in my ear (it felt freaky i guess).

i guess thats it 😭😭