ruh roh this might be bad and a sign

so im dating this wonderful amazing guy right and hes lowkey like the man of my dreams and the loml cuz i still love him ofc, but why the fuck did i start questioning my sexuality the moment i kissed him for the first time, even weirder when it was my first ever kiss too. i remember asking myself in my head "am i gay?" (im bi btw so this is myself asking myself if im actually lesbian) and i dunno i just felt like i shouldve felt more in that first half of the kiss because as we started to makeout i got more into it. but deep down i had those thoughts in the back of my mind even though i love him i really do and i would kiss him again but idk it kinda sent me through a spiral if im lesbian or not. lmk guys