First post - i think i might be happy

This is my first Spacehey post so I don't really know anyone, or what to say, but I guess i'll just write to the abyss. I've been feeling a lot more friendly recently. I helped my friend get out of a bad situation and he and my partner believe that makes me a good person, although I really don't feel like one. I know i'm probably more than what I think of myself, because the few people I do have in my life affirm so when they get the chance. My band isn't completely horrible and I haven't had as many bad days as I expected, even though night time is still the hardest. I've been watching The Boys (despite Frenchie being an irl war criminal) and i'm going to Florida soon to visit my partner ( a very long story is why we aren't together at this time). I think I might be happy but it's hard to know what that really feels like. I think i'll just stick with feeling "okay".

Let me know what I should post about. I have lots of interests!!

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