what to do and thoughts ig

It's been a while since I have even been online😭, but it's whatever. 

so I like this one guy and A LOT has happened since my school's valentine's day dance😭 mind u we aren't friends, we have talked exactly once, we are in different classes (I'm class A, he's class B)

like last week before home economics (during break) I found out there was a ship video made of me and this one guy I rejected(as of now the account has deleted all the videos) and as I was walking to class while talking with my friends, and as i was i saw the guy I like (Lucas) and he was staring at me so weird, like he looked genuinely mad at me, and usually when I walk past he like backs off so he's not in my way and he like isn't cold to me at all or dismissive, but that day when I tried to walk past him and the home ec teacher he just stood there, didn't move and like didn't try to give me way. uhh what and he ignored me for the rest of the day (earlier he kept looking at me and stuff)

my friends told me he was jealous but idk..

well, earlier that week, I was walking up the stairs, looked down and saw him walking up and didn't think much of it, and went to sit down to wait for class to start and I looked where my locker was (his is on the same floor as mine) and he was walking to his and saw him looking straight back at me three times in a row (there was no one there in the corridor, just him btw) and when I went outside to talk with my friend, he was there too walking to class, he was like on the phone and as he was walking, my friend told me that he's like nonstop staring at me. 

on Thursday last week, when I was putting on shoes (my friend as next to me) and he was like also next to me on the other side digging in his backpack and as soon as I got there and tied my shoes, he started slowing down and kept looking at me as if he's like waiting😭😭 that same day during lunch i was sitting on the outer edge of our table and i saw he got up to go grab food but instead of going the faster route he just HAD to walk right by my table to go grab food. also, as he was walking past my table I decided to risk looking up and he was already staring at me i genuinely got a jumpscare bcs I thought he wasn't looking🙏🙏

I'm now gonna move onto things that happened earlier. So during the dance like as we were dancing, he was holding my hand so tight i almost couldn't part ways with him if I tried to, amd last week when I talked about it with my friend she was like "yeah that's weird because I also danced with him but like he almost didn't even touch me and if he did he held my hand very loose" mhmm...

like 2 months ago when i was in the cafeteria, I was talking with my friends and I felt someone staring at me and I looked around to see Lucas just straight up staring at me (his friends were talking to him and he wasn't even listening btw, and that happened twice). later that same day I was in the supermarket next to our school buying easter chickens and AGAIN, his friends were talking to him but he just was not listening, just straight up staring at me.

anyway that's about it, I'll update if more happens. also, I though about like confessing to him next week because I'm gonna have a 4-day weekend but should I and is there enough "evidence" to do so and get like a 100% guarantee of not getting rejected..??