update on church boy + life

it was a total fail.

i saw him again at an event for our church group. recently ive been dressing differently (swoop bangs, skinny jeans, rubber bracelets, etc) compared to whatever i used to dress like when he last saw me (black shirts, baggy jeans, thick sweaters, spiky bracelets and belt chains).

the second this boy spotted me while we were going to grab the bread thing, his eyes widened and he grimaced. after that he went nowhere near me, made no effort in speaking 2 me, and went home quickly after the event ended.

honestly? good!! i dont want some prick who only likes me for my looks! fuck!!! when i thought more about it, church boy reminded me of my ex so fuck him!!!

.... anyway :/

ive been having really bad dreams lately. plus i found out my sister actually hates me and she was never joking. so. im also getting more into the saw franchise ^.^! just about an hour ago i finished the fourth movie which in my opinion was kind of ass. the third was okay (the end felt like that "whole house mad" meme xD) but the second and first were god tier *o*

i cleaned a pile of junk in front of my bedroom dresser, that had been building up for years, due to motivation on a random sunday night. except i had nowhere to put a bunch of stuff and my mom got pissed at all the shit on the floor and pushed it into corners of my room. and my room is also becoming bug infested due to bugs coming from the heater due to warmer weather or some shit, so now there are a bunch of bugs making their homes in the new piles in my room. cool... >:/

thas all. ok bye guys ill report back here on...... may 31st? no l8r, totally. bye ^_^