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Google quizzes said I might have DID or Dissociative Identity Disorder..

I like doing quizzes because I wanna know more bout myself to understand myself trully better.


But before all this, let me give you a summary of what brought me to this 

NOT SO SILLY solution. </3


There's this roblox hangout/roleplay game called NOLI, and ever since I joined the community, it has been FUCKING AWESOME so far. Back then the last owner before the current one was Devilish. I got to be one of his 'fishlings' which was rlly kewl. We had fun, but then he transfered ownership to sm1 called Telamonian and Sunny (in which they take moderating and 'job' VERY seriously, it's not even fun anymore most of the time)

Small rant but, they are both scary and unfunny as fuck. I understand they may not like jokes but calling moderating on a Roblox game a "job"... yeah..can't relate. 

"This will just making the admin's job harder" ATP consider it as a volunteer job because y'all don't get paid.


Alright small rant is over, back to story. 

So the last owner/Devilish turned out to do drugs and thats why he transfered ownership (If it were me, I'd be hatered too bro... not that im worse or anything but i did drugs too lmfao <//3 )

ANYWAYS>> I found out from discussing with other players that he has DID, I just discovered what it was after that talk too. I then excused myself to afk and secretly did quizzes. I started with mental quizzes that wasn't so reliable, and YES I GOT DID (IT'S NOT EVEN DID QUIZ SPECIFIFALLY...)

THEN I DID QUIZZES THAT WERE MORE RELIABLE (not rlly sure, but its mind-diagnostics.org)

and I GOT HIGH SCORE.. but like- is 68 out of 112 that high?? lowk wish its 69 bc its my fav number. hehehheheh


But yeah, I then went back to see old drawings of my sonas and yeah I have lots of sonas all for myself. And I have names and share my part of life and trauma to all of them too. (I have 3 self)

Not to mentioned my Roblox sonas, YES I have lots of em and I made all my main sonas siblings. For this case, I don't think pen names count.


AND I THOUGHT I WAS JUST BEEIN ORGANIZING.    

 I didn't know it's an entire mental disorder..???

Maybe it makes sense in some cases of my life. Like I want to have lots of muscles and look buff, but then other me also want to just look like a pornstar model. I don't know if this is normal but with how I buit rn I think I wanna be in between those and I can.

Does it have to do with me being Bi-Gender??... I have no idea. I'm still wondering too if I'm pansexual or demisexual, but that's a whole different story.


Yeah.. I may or may NOT have DID which is weird asf. No kidding


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