ᶫᵒᵛᵉ 一 ʚĭɞ ༉‧₊˚✧ entry #27: getting so much better that it scares me

♪₊˚.🎧︵‿ ⩩ ᝢ dearest digi!diary 🎀

i finally established a healthy routine after 4 years!!! i used to be very sad that i dont take care of myself enough and i'm generally just self-destructive in any way. i didnt do self-harm, but there were things i used to do to cope with my emotions unhealthily. i'm clean now and i havent done it for months TTTT

one thing tylhat scares me is that i like myself however i am, that changing is like a big thing... i am still passively suicidal, i'd say... but i am so much better than before and i guess it's still a win in a way... with so much love xx ⌂ ੭ ░