AM I A BAD PERSON (pt. 2 bf's friend)

double post cuz why not  

ANYWAYS, so recently, these two couples are really torturing my life im exagerating but its like seeing couples every morning doing PDA and weird stuff... like, okay, whatever tickles your pickle WHAT I DONT LIKE IS WHEN THIS MAN JOINS IN ON OUR GIRL HANGOUTS its annoying but whatever i usually just tune them out

Here comes the part where i ask if im a bad person for asking for people's advice on how to deal with those two because they have been warned ALOT not to hold hands, hug, and kiss... EITHER WAY, when i ask, it always turns into gossip and im getting bombarded with questions and new information AND I CANNOT STAND SAYING NO TO FRIENDS SO AFTER TALKING I JUST FEEL GUILTY. Another thing is when times im venting to my friend abut my day, and sometimes he comes into topic, and suddenly he spawns behind us SO IM LIKE IM PRAYING HE DIDN'T HEARD ANY OF IT theres a speculation he heard it but also the same time he didnt? Either way IDK

so im going to stop completely. It's hurting my sleep and I am trying to keep peace as best as i can...

AND ALSO ITS HARD WHEN ALMOST EVERYONE DOESNT  LIKE HIM TOO ITS MEAN AND FEEL BAD FOR SOMEWHAT AGREEING TO THEIR REASONS

like theres a few reasons why but IT JUST DOESNT FEEL LIKE IM DOING SOMETHING RIGHT I TRY TO BE NICE BUT THE EVIL THE EVIL KEEPS CRAWLING BACK AND I CAN NEVER SLEEP BCS IM REPLAYING THE THINGS I DID WRONG OR GOOD  

This is my villain story. I'm kidding anyway im going to stop here cuz theres more stories about those two cuz omg anyways, tell me what you think... and PLEASE HELP ME