delusional but feeling hopeful

where to even start. lets start with one thing that is as always trying to find methods to keep myself occupied and not worried about real problems and responsibilities. but this time, i feel like i got it with my limited funds and what i have. oh yeah, sorry just some things i feel like typing, really high rn and kind of in a good but destressed mood, cause ya know no job yet or source of money but working on that with some penny day trading and such. just trying shit out ya know, cause im 21 and why not, its the best time to make something of myself in my prime. who knows i might get some big cash from day trading or a job, and so thats where i get into my delusional bit. i dont know if you're understand anything im typing out right now, but  im at least hoping you get a general gist of what im saying, the point of this blog being delusional while everything is not so great, as i would put it. god im way to high to be typing right now, but yeah thats it i think this was a blog/vent post, bit thanks for reading.  and have a gooday/night

-TFP