finals week life aahhhh :0

this week is finals at my college and i've been SOOO busy augh but tomorrow is my last day so i'm trying to look on the bright side!!! one of my teachers i have an exam for tomorrow i really don't like ew >_< but i'm so happy that it's almost over!!! i'm SO EXCITED for summer like i have no words- i've been trying to tamp down the daydreaming until the end of exams so i can focus but ugh it's so hard!! summer has historically been my favorite season (although last summer was really difficult :<) so it's always very easy for me to get excited for it hehe. one more day and i'm done!!! 

i've also just really been wanting to do more arts and crafts that i love doing but i just haven't had the time at home or the mental energy :< a big part of why i'm so excited for summer is because i'll have so much more time to rest and relax, hang out with my friends, and CRAFT!! hopefully do a lot in my journal, write more poems as i've had lots of ideas but i haven't been able to actually write that much, and draw more again too because even though i fill up my sketchbooks really fast technically, i haven't been super INTO it lately, ya know? i love shutting my irl brain off and just daydreaming and doodling for hours and i haven't been able to do that recently, probably just bc i have so much going on >_< but ONE MORE DAY EE! it's also grad season obvs and a bunch of my friends have may bdays so i have so many parties this month too! soo many wonderful things after 24 hours and then i can fall into my sparkly glitter princess dream world where every forest and meadow is open for me to frolic in and every glassy stream is asking me to come swim along it!!! but for now i must go study blegh. wish me luck!!!