Old friends, long forgotten

How often the tides of times change! 

I have so many things to say, and yet, no one to tell them to. I am at peace, but i have also grown quite...empty. Isolated. 

I don't really mind. It doesn't make me feel sad anymore. It doesn't hurt anymore. I feel at peace.

People do want me around, it is I who choses to be alone now. I think this may be for the best. I've started feeling exhausted around people again. I like being alone. I like living in my head. 

I still think about my old friends sometimes. I wonder if things worked out differently on a different universe. Am I less lonely there? Would I be less lonely if any of you had stayed? 

Or maybe things would be the same. 

Maybe it was always meant to be this way. 

i think it's for the best. I think this loneliness is what puts me on the right track, the one where I fulfill my destiny, doing what I want to do. 

Someday I'll be able to share this all on a stage. 

And hopefully, someone else will feel a little less lonely.