blogs are cool

I genuinely forgot i can just write whatever i want here. Well not everything maybe, it's not a diary. And I think that's what makes it more exciting. The thought of someone reading what i wrote feels oddly satisfying. I thought it was because i feel understood but I think being seen is a better word for that. I'm stil trying to understand it. I've talked to a lots of people lately, but those talks always feel so tense. How can i talk to someone about serious stuff without it feeling serious? I never feel like i finished my sentence. But i can never come up with stuff to finish it. Maybe i should read more books lol. Also, the talks i make with adults always end up with them trying to give me advice, telling me what to do or not. Like, we get it dude you lived longer, you know more whtvr -_- That was all I guess, i will keep visiting here more often. It's a great way to express yourself.