DAILY prob not BLOG #6 // I finally pushed back against my mom

she has been mocking me the whole day, yk with that annoying voice 

saying "why? why? why? why?" like a fuck!ng 3 year old

and she has been touch!ng me not in the SA way but little pushes, grabbing i hate it.

and today i pushed back, just a push on her chest, right away she screamed at me says

 "u shouldn't use violence" 

anddd where did i get it from?? ofc her who else would it be.

im prob not gonna get any dinner but its fuck!ng worth it

tbh i dont seek any comfort in her anymore shes cold, bossy, mean, mocking me all day

for the first time i didnt cry, i always end up crying, trying to talk but yk the tears just run down.

i think i need to call the police , but they wouldn't care anyway they never do , they never listen

to children

yk at first i thought it was normal, little arguments with your mother, classic. well guess what?

it isnt. i thought it would finally get better.

i'll see if i can get some food, i might just go to macDonalds ngl

or i might just take a long ass walk, i'll call the police if i have to dont worry.

bye.