Oh wtv

Okay so I realized idc about my ex no more because why well he ain’t over his ex and I am so a win is a win also instead of the apology I wanted ima just part out his car while he’s sleeping so then he has no job or car it’s a win win for me idk about him but 🤷‍♀️ anyways my day was good till I got my period now I wanna pull out my uterus or I’m crossing my fingers it falls out let’s pray tg. Wait lemme search up if that stops my periods forever, of fuck google it says it dosent okay but wtf they know fr… but anyways also his ex msg me talking about sum “why r u talking about me im gonna fight u” 1st never was called u what u are and im so sorry tha hurt u next time maybe dont be a wh0r3 like simple lit fucked my ex while I was w him and she had a bf so weird but anyways she says she doesn’t care about what I have to say yet ur messaging me pissed about me saying 1 thing and I haven’t talked about her in 2 years like clearly u still think about me to have my number saved but sure say u don’t love me yet u act obsessed w what I have to say.

Also apparently I influenced his addiction I only did that towards the end and tbh he deserved to die from him in my opinion but like when u w a toxic person who drowns themselves in addiction and who’s an ass w out drugs u tend to think bad things and yea i tried leaving he said he’d kill my family so i alr tried that but i got him sent away and guess what now he’s clean and who did that me he may have been forced but still im the one that got police involved as a 14 yr old i shouldn’t have been worrying about stuff like that just when im gonna smoke again but nope worrying about a whole diff thing wasted a year on him fr and a couple months. But besides that im finally talking to someone after a while of not being w him been 2 years and I feel better yes ur not feeling the full story because I like to think of that situation as a very bad dream I had one night, but anyways he’s so sweet to me and didn’t rush into shii at allllllLIKE OMG WAITED TO DO ANYTHING(okay besides eat the cookie holy shii tmi) okay wtv yall done worse shut up anyways like I pride myself on how sweet this guy is like actually so sweet and he let me cry to him when my house got hit by a tornado (it was a ef1 when. It went through then turned into a ef3 it was a large cone) and also lets me touch his face like why do people not let me do that but it’s a good sign fr okay for now bye ima go cry and try stopping my period but hanging myself from a ceiling IM KIDDING (I deadass wanna die rn why ts hurt so much also why this place so dead also ive thrown up 5 times because of this wtf mane) okay now bye love yall 2 soon or not soon enough