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I don't know what my life is, I feel empty most days. I put on a fake smile and pretend to be happy around others just to end up breaking down and crying in my bedroom. Even this christmas I felt excluded, hearing how my dad took my brother hunting as a way to bond with him and my mum taking my little sister to concerts and out shopping while I'm in my room, that night I cried myself to sleep. I'm 24 and the first born in my family but I'm basically cast aside and forgotten.
Why am I even here, or a part of the family just to be excluded and in the shadows. Sitting on the steps in the darkness away from everyone in the living room so I don't bother anyone and only being acknowledged when someone walks by. They don't even notice when I go upstairs back to my room and just continue on with their conversation. Hell most times i'm ignored unless I do something bad and that's why I barely speak at family events cause what's the point just to be talked over.
Sorry for anyone who has to read my stupid depression post.
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