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This is sooo stupid but im rlly scared rn, like im typing on my broke ass tablet rn.
So this afternoon i came home from school and i was changing in my room, when my mom suddenly came in (ik its weird but yeah) and she started asking me some stuff about summer and yk and i was stupid enough be be so akward by hiding my thigh with my hand, which she obviously noticed. She asks like "whats that?" And i gave her the shittiest lie everβ"i was playing w the dog and she scratched me" bsfr lol. Then she started talking abt sum rabies vaccine i should get??? But so i left and i thought she dropped it untill dinner. This mf openly talks about it INFRONT OF MY 11Y/O BROTHER. She's like "youre not hurting yourself are you? Be honest" but like im not admitting that in the middle of dinner. She grabs my sleeves and pulls them up but like just enough to hide the cvts on my arm (theyre like on my upper forearm) so i dodged a big ass bullet there.
But now im scared what she'll do the next days so pleaseee help me find a way to heal them quicker ! And a little ashamed but theyre just catscratches so its nothing deep but i need ts gone asap.
So PLEASEE HELP ME IM SCARED SHITLESS
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Izzy
I'm not sure what your situation is, but I think a mom wouldn't want her child to harm themselves for any reason. If you are comfortable enough with your parent(s), it'd be a smart move to tell her your struggles and be transparent with them. It sounds like you need extra support with what's going on that's making you harm yourself, so even if you don't tell your mom, try finding a free online support group, or some confidential helpline.
As for making it heal faster, you can only really give it time. Maybe bandage it up and put on an ointment to avoid infection, but there isn't some miracle cream that heals it in under a day.
Thank uu <3
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