emptiness

Does anyone else just not have a desire to do….anything? I feel like I used to be so passionate and excited about playing new games, watching new shows and discovering new anime, etc, but these days I just find everything kind of uninteresting. Even more than uninteresting, actually, I find most things annoying. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. 

I see someone be excited over a show and think “I wish I could feel that way about something, anything.” I still have a zeal for life and living, but I have very few actual interests, and that sometimes makes me feel like I’m missing out on a key part of being a teenager. I feel like I have to force myself to do things I enjoy. Drawing a sketch feels like a big accomplishment. Opening a game feels like a big deal. Idk. I hope I get over it.