On Confessing To Someone

Confessions had been really easy for me in my past experiences. My strength is my honesty and ambiguity that is why I am able to showcase my feelings. I like to risk it and make things obvious, so I can come up from results and cope with it. I will adapt from what they decide, either play it cool or reject me. However, things have been drastic as what I am expecting them to be. It seems like everyone I confess turned me down though, breaking the greater chances of getting together. Now I am anxious of feeling affectionate, it might not be worth it and probably would a waste of time. I wish I could be straightforward and at the same time be persuasive so that they will consider me. And within my years of existence, only a few people had confessed to me. I usually was the one to confess so yeah, should I remain to be like that or hope that there will be an instance of breaking this cycle?