idgaf and you shouldn't either

My mummy smokes and every Tuesday we'd go to this tiny little store thing and she'd buy her packs and I'd get candy (yay). She abandoned me soon after and I spent like the next few years hating people that smoked and did any type of drug because to me they were the devil and genuinely evil. 

Then I turned 14 and this was around the time I started walking to the library and shit and SPECIFICALLY it was may 4th. it was sunny and warm and it had rained the day prior and I was living life and it clicked in my head that I really didn't give a fuck, actually. 

I don't believe that people are inherently "evil". In the sense that peoples bad actions don't make the person inherently bad (but don't forget nuance, people). I feel like people automatically assume someone that does drugs or does alcohol equals moral failure and that they are automatically evil. I don't get it. 

unhealthy, sure. but does it affect you? debatable. is jimmy buying weed instead of feeding his kids? bad, get him some help. but if jimmy is doing it for fun, isn't hurting anyone or himself, i don't care. idk. if you think someone is evil or deserves to die because they drink or whatever maybe we need to sit down and mind our damn business lowkey