i can't get over them

I can't get over them, it's jaw dropping how Im so oblivious to how I'd be ruined. I've been waiting on a miracle like some twisted disney prince. I cant stop reminiscing on how they used to love me. It pisses me off so much, just uughh. I can't imagine life without her, though. She's one of those people who you only really meet once, when they'd get you, they'd care about you, and cherish you, and all of the stupid little gimmicks that come with you.