Friends to have, or not to have?( ô ‸ ō )....?????

OK, so basically I’ve had these friends I’ve known for, like, two of them I’ve known for over three years, another one for about three or four years, and one is kind of new. I just met her last year, and they’re all the same ethnicity, and honestly I find it kind of hard to actually be friends with them because two of them are related and are best friends, like they will never separate from each other (¬_¬). One of them isn’t in the same classes, so we don’t see her often other than at meals at school. Another one met a random girl like me last year and, out of nowhere, made her her best friend There are already duos in the friend group, and since one friend isn’t in my class, I don’t see her much, so I don’t really get to hang out with her. In class, there are duos, so whenever there’s an activity where we have to choose a partner, I’m always alone (´-﹏-`), and none of my so-called friends ever ask me, “Hey, are you OK?” or “Do you want to be our partner?” I would think it wouldn’t hurt to partner with someone different one time, considering they see each other every day.  (o_0) Everyone in my friend group also has a language they all speak except me because my school isn’t very diverse. There are only a few ethnicities in the whole school, and I feel extremely left out, even in my own friend group (╥﹏╥). Even though it seems like a lot of people know me and I’m “friends with a lot of people,” that doesn’t mean I have close friends I can actually be with for activities. I’m usually just alone, and it kind of sucks (~_~;). None of my “friends” ever ask if I’m OK, and they honestly lack emotional awareness. They don’t pick up on obvious social cues, like someone being alone in a small class where everyone knows each other. It’s not like I can just choose a new friend group because it feels too late since we’ve been friends for about three years, and there are only a few groups to sit with (・_・;). I sometimes sit with another group because of a friend from another class, but we don’t see her often, and even she sometimes picks on me, which makes me feel left out since she already has her own friend group (￣ヘ￣). So no, I don’t really have any close friends. I’m not in any talking stage or relationship either, and even if I were to just like cut them off or just stop talking to them, I would have to sit by myself and I would honestly just get a lot of fun since like we used to do a lot of stuff together, but like I would just be a weird donor if I would just sit by myself, and it wouldn’t really make anything better so yeah. but yeah, I’ll try to be more active on here. Bye, have a good day or night ★彡 ^ _ ^

Sorry for how long this is, but thanks to those who read it all, or put it into ai to summarize for all i care （＾◇＾）