MY GIRLFRIEND... omg

oh my goodness where do i start im so geeked at the thought that she actually likes me back its almost gonna be our 2 months i cannot believe shes mine i remember when i was in denial that i had a crush on her early 2025 i was telling cherie i might have a tiny crush on maria and went on a whole rant about her for a whole hour at some point i got self aware and went " cherie oh my god,. imdoomed i think im inlove with her" because i got a sudden realization but at the time i got sad because of stuff but holy shit the yearning was worth it shes so perfect ive never had someone actually wants me to talk about whats bothering me and actually cares about my wellbeing which is like wdym thats literally normal but ive never had that she actually talks to me like she does want to be with me and i cry at times because shes so sweet to me i wish i wasnt emotinally constipated because of past traumas it sucks but she understands me so well :(( my beautiful girl i cannot ever believe someone like her loves me??? like hello me like gosh a sweet gorgeous girl is into me and is MY girlfriend i love love how she gets into my fav shows and series for me it makes me so happy no one has done that for me when i was with them it was always me getting into stuff but she did and she listens to me rant and geek abt my favs like actually listens ? shes so perfect omg like we have so much in common aswell its so YAY!!! our biases in groups are popular duos which i always got so giddy about before we dated i cannot flirt with her like how i did before we dated i get so shy now oh my goodness like this girl loves me??? i need to not say something stupid like i want to impress her ive always wanted to look pretty just so she would complement me i get so shy in general with her i always am shy with her she makes me so nervous LOL i could rant about how much i love her and how perfect she is im so obsessed with her shes the cutest no matter how much she calls me cute shes the cute one out the both of us the cutest girl ever i love her its so cute when she gets sulky ? at me like aww so cute i want to bite her and eat her i wake up surreal that shes mine like hey hi my girl,,,,, i wish to be with her in person RIGHT NOW!!!24/7 if i could id crawl inside her skin and hide there if i want her to put me in her pocket and take me with her everywhere,,, when she calls me her girl i get so happy like omg yes your girl only all yours i want her to show me off like how i show her off at times like im ur girlfriend yesss haha 

well yes rant for today because i will rant about how much i love her thats my queen