Apologies for being AFK here recently

Sorry that I have been a bit afk on here recently.

To make a long story short: My mom is currently taking chemotherapy medication. It's not for cancer. She has something unrelated to cancer. But hearing that she needs chemotherapy gave me a lot of anxiety even though it's in low doses.

I just hope it all works out in the end. I'm just very worried that I am going to lose my mom soon. 💔

It also upsets me that just when I think my family and I hits rock bottom, more bad stuff comes our way and there's nothing I can do about it. I've tried my absolute hardest to find a job to help out my family, but I still have no luck and in a few months, it's going to be 2 years since I got laid off at my last job.

I'm trying my best to keep my head up high and have hope for the future, but it has been extremely difficult these past few months. I'm still trying though. I'm trying my best to not give up. 🤍