im frightened ..

I  feeeeel... scared

Of  only one person ! 

Sosososo , uhhh, .... this guy  is thou  ex ,okay?

we basically  didn't get off on  good terms and  im pissed and scared of him,,

not that  he did anything  wrong 

actually he did do  something wrong 

a lot actually ....

but  I'm no saint either,  I also  did things wrong!

.....

it's been almost  5 years since we  broke up.

i'm still  not over him .

hahahahahahhaha hhahhughhhhghhh....

the  reason  I'm scared of him because  im scared of what he'll  do or MIGHT  do ,,

and because  of the things he  did in the past

i'm visiting  phil,  uhhh in 2 weeks

specifically cebu,  where thy resides !  and im scared  I'll see him again ....

that's  all ..!