i held on till may

 i didn't do balls this month but somehow it's been pretty eventful

after march (which was hell) i was able to rest for the entire week before our finals. and pretty much all i did was watch movies/shows, read, sleep, eat. i STILL kept my room tidy though. just a tad :P

also i made a new discord account and went on this chatting site (?) and somehow i found a really cool person who i quickly became friends with but also i kinda have a slight crush on him haha totally not even wtf ew no anyways so

the BIG BIG news is that i GOT braces finally. the timing was unfortunate tho my scheduled appointment was a day before the last day of exams and my friends pretty much shit on me for not being able to talk (with love that's how we roll). i feel less uncomfortable now and my teeth are adjusting perfectly!! im genuinely happy how it's turning out. i'm getting it readjusted this may.

back to the exams i pretty much just winged my finals like i do every other examination days. i'll probably get mid scores but hey ITS OOOVERRRR thank goodness.

but there's also the dread of going to my new college.

yeah i won't make much friends but i just hope i don't get bullied wtf i'll literally drop out and leave the country at that point

i haven't even graduated yet, the ceremony is in june. but the REAL question is WILL i graduate chat?

ok but the fun part is my cousin coming over, the ac broke tho so we had to sleep and wake up drenched in SWEAT. and the heat was so unbearable it rendered us immobile and couldn't get up from bed for like days (not clickbait we're not lazy)

but eventually we got to go outside a day before she had to go home. we got sushi and some drinks from coco
i fucking LOVE the salty cream coffee they have. if it were a person i'd marry it and have a million kids with it. it's heavenly.

i plan to get a new book this month, hopefully. I HOPE MY AUNT LETS ME. but she probably will given i'll be going back to work! yayayayay

anyway i think that was pretty much it (?) see ya