My Terrible Terrible week (so far)

Sup, its friday

ik the week did not end yet but here is my report:

So far it is TERRIBLE ldk if it's all related but it feels like all of the worst things ever are happening again this week, I wish my friends will leave me alone, i dont wanna seem like a terrible selfish friend,ik yall are trying to cheer me up but i dont want to see a random pin on pinterest. and i highkey just wanna be left alone, and ik many of my friends also have terrible terrible things happening in their own lifes, and i just feel so bad and selfish and stuff for not comforting them, i just feel like i dont wanna comfort people when i cant even comfort and love myself first. idk is this normal?? i feel so lost and wanna write a song about whats happening rn but it just feels too private :(