MOVING!!! AH

ohhh myyyy goshhh i'm moving!!!!!!!!!!! THIS MONDAY!!!!!!!!!! what the HECK!

ough if i could tell even eleven year old me i was moving out before turning seventeen... he'd never believe me!! but hurray to getting the chances and the help C: 

the place i'm moving to is not entirely independent!! it's a lot like a group house, but you get a LOT of independence!! it's amazing, and genuinely so lovely!! EEK!!!

a slight downside is, um, i have to share a bathroom :,) i don't reaaally mind, but considering that everyone else living there is also autistic and very likely have a lot of sensory issues,,, and i'm very sensory seeking on the olfactory front, and therefore LOVE scented stuff,,, i'm scared-- or at least very worried-- whoever i share a bathroom with is gonna have trouble with the smells of my shower products and my soap :(( i don't wanna be a bother, but i can't deal with using stuff that isn't scented!!! augh!! 

back when my brother still lived home he could never shower after me because he had a lot of trouble with smells (he's also autistic and is NOT sensory seeking), so he would have to wait very long to be able to use the bathroom after i shower because all my stuff is scented :C ackk!!

other than that it should be fine... i also got a vanity for my new room since i figured i couldn't take the bathroom to get ready in the morning if i'm sharing it with someone and they need it too... all should work out, but i just have to get used to getting ready in my own room now rather than taking up the bathroom for upwards of an hour. 

anyway, also i have been buying so many things i didn't even think about having to buy before moving?? like i never thought to buy my own hand soap... it just sorta.. appears when you live with your parents... but now i gotta get a bunch of my own stuff!! also stuff like sunscreen! yes it's weird, i have never bought my own sunscreen, but my whole life my mom was VERY big on sun protection, so we always have at least 3 full bottles of sunscreen at home!!! not anymore!!! now i have to buy it!! woah!! 

it's weird, it's like getting culture shock from life??? 

anyway! much to be done this weekend as i box up and prepare to move heh,,, so busy!!!! 

first move of my LIFE!

i'm so excited for this change and finally getting a place properly suited to what i need to be stable and happy and all that :)

song of the day! : yeah yeah utah by marietta

- take care of urself you lovely being <3 ur so epic, never forget that!