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I’m going backwards and forward at the same time. It feels weird somehow. I hate how my social life is draining me more than ways I can’t admit. But it also left a spark inside of me. Something good… but not completely.
Because of home schooling, I found things I probably wouldn’t have discovered if I stayed with my friends. I started coding. Writing. Blogging. And honestly, I wouldn’t have met the people I know online now.
But still. I can’t say that I’m actually moving forward. The math problems I once claimed to love now feel like a burden for me. Work feels like something that I have to do not something I need to understand. Academically, I feel down. Socially, I feel drained.
So where does that leave me? In the middle line, not moving forward not going backward. Just in-between.
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Jennifer☆
Oh honey your breaking my heart !! It must be total hell to be appart of your friends . And you must be so lost and alone . But after all the past is the past , we cant change it , but we can choose where we can go from here !! Dont let the situation destroy your mood !! Your gonna do it and im there for ya !!! 💕💋 Love ya bestie muah !!
Thank you hun!!!!! I'm going back this year, so it'll be alright!!!!!
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Praying for the best for yaa!!!
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