does life get any better?

I'm so over everything. I work all the time. Late nights I barely get any sleep. I don't have a car, and I don't have any savings. I have bill after bill after bill to pay. I'm having relationship problems. I have so much going on I can't even focus on getting back into school. I have no family to rely on. Like I'm 21 years old. No one in my family prepared me for life. I have trauma and a shitty upbringing. I've been working since i was 15 years old. I'm so burnt out. Is life always going to be this way? 

God knows I try my best to make a better life for myself. But with no support and in this economy it's almost impossible. I was born into struggle to teen parents who passed on their trauma and no knowledge. I'm a smart girl. I try to do the best I can for myself but sometimes it seems like too much. I feel so sad. I don't have anyone to talk to. Sometimes I wonder if things ever get better. 

It's like, I want so many good things for myself you know? I want a good job with a car, a family, friends, food to eat every day. I just feel like some of these things people are just born with. I always figure out things before It's too late you know. I secured a place before I was put out TWICE. I always find food when I'm hungry. And every day I find some way to get to work. I'm just surviving. 

I dream sometimes that I move away to a beach town. And I'm waitressing at a small diner and I live in a cozy one bedroom with a cat right next to the beach. And in my dreams, I go to that place at night and lay on the sand and look at the dark sky and breath in salty air. In my head that's where I am. That's where I want to be. 

Any tips for adulting? I'm on my own and I'm struggling. My mental health is horrible, this life is taking its toll on me. What should I do? 

Sorry, this was a long one. Advice is very appreciated. 

bye </3