So tomorrow is my birthday... (Ranting about my bday)

Okay so tomorrow is my birthday and I'm going to become a teen tomorrow 

FUKKK

I DONT WANNA BE A THIRTEEN

LIKE AT ALL

I STILL WANNA BE MY AWKARD TWEEN SELF

*Baby crying noises***

Anyways for tomorrow I invited 2 friends which I go in the same school with and two other friends that live in a small village. (The live like 30 min away from me mind you)

And the fukahh issue is that only one of them might be coming and the 2 friends that might not be coming bc their mom won't take them to my house

(Btw my bday party is going to be first at my house and then we go to this small public place with a coffee shop innit ,where we eat  the cake)

And there's this 1 other friend and her mom WONT FUKIN LET HER GO to that small park and I STILL don't understand why 

Like that's it

My bday is on 30/4 btw