Status Update (im fucked)

Haven't been here cuz of the age verification bullshit going on and I live in NY so yeh...

anyways, kinda just gonna blog shit about my mental health cuz i rather do it here than on newgrounds or bluesky cuz yeh i'll post my self mutilation art but i dont need to vent on those accounts when no one cares about my shit (nor do peeps here but that's neither here nor there)

biggest thhing that happend while ive been MIA is my pc broke, i bricked the motherboard so im trying to rake in as much money as I can to get it replaced and get all my work shit off it cuz i have a thing on there that's almost finished... i should get an actual job so im not unemployed anymore, gonna be 20 and im still unemployed (cant drive either, but i think that's the least of my problems with how fucking insane people are on the road nowadays)

yeh... ive also relapsed entierly so thats fun, im lucky ive got a good amount of shitty kandi bracelettes i made to hide it when im not wearing my cardigan thing... fun shit...

i should wash my arm off cause the blood is cuurrently dry and i rather not get hounded cuz i cut myself... 

fun shit

and yes i know i shouldnt post about this shit, fuck off.