Yes another vent

Omg I hate living, dude my room is so gross and yes this may disturb people so if U dont like gross things U can leave, its ok, anyhow, my room is litteraly infestead with bugs and ants and I dont have any space to walk in and I have like many bottles of piss,I hate it, my teeth start to rot sumtimes and I make it worse When im Smoking or drink so not only does my mouth look bad, I always smell like smoke or alcohol, and even When I dress cute and all That, I always ruin it, and I used to be a lolicon and go or 4chan alot but atleast I healed from that, I really hate it, also if U usé those to Cope then please choose sumthing else, anyhow im going back to my room, dude I have bags of trash next to my door, its so bad and when U entre my room U get hit with a bad smell 😕 I sumtimes dont shower for so long that my hair gets notted or wtv its called but its so gross I might as well jump, but dude I have mold in my clóset and I still bedrot but back When I bedrotted alot more I didint even leave to go piss,im so disgusting,I even had mold on my clothes but I have them in a trash bag but I get so many bad grades and I used to be the highest in my classes back in 3rd grade and now idk what happened😕 I hate my life sm, and I feel bad for my dog because we had to throw out her dog bowl and now she eats outside of my room because her bowl grew mold because of me, and not only that but my carpet is so messed up, It has stains because of me and I have ant biting me because I dont clean and their everywhere, I just wish I had a good and clean life, if I dont get better When we move out of this house, I might run away or kms,I also had broken up with my gf like last week but we r friends now but i just wanted to stop her from getting assaulted my sum 6th grader, like dude we r older than him and no matter what I say or do to him, he thinks its a joke, I hate him sm I fucking hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him, I want him to leave us alone because he made her fall inlove with him and he even gave her hickys Even infront of me, I fucking hate him sm, oscar, I hope U read this, I hate U sm I want U to Die, U ruined every thing in our relation ship, because I dont forget that text When U said "her tounge tasted sweet." I fucking hate U.