28/04

being blamed for something you didn't do by your only friends can only be one of the worst feelings in the world

it's happened to me and idk what ive done to deserve it.

i have literally no one now because of them.

i could possibly be considering suicide or running away or anything to stop this fucking bullshit.

everyone apparently sees me as this fucking creep that stares and grabs at folk and unless youve experienced this before you have no fucking clue how horrible it is to be basically shunned by everyone, to be doubted by your own parents, do be seen as something that makes you physically sick is horrible and an indescribable feeling.

if i do commit and youre finding this on my computer, which i doubt you will, FUCK YOU

everything is so fucked and ive only ever been bullied and singled out my entire fucking life and i just cant and wont FUCKING take it anymore

you can shove your apprenticeship, your band, and your education up your asshole because it all means fuck all to me, no matter how much you think it "benefits" me

FUCK YOU