Passion

Lately, I've been slowly losing my passion for hobbies I used to love and just in general, lost that touch of spark I once had. 

I know that by the looks of my blogs, I'm probably just some edgy wannabe— But that's just how I present myself here. I come to this place to speak the ideas that I have no where to speak them of. And lately, I've just been thinking how screwed over I've been.

I haven't been able to do things that I planned on doing this summer— Or anything in my life for that matter.

I've been slacking off. 

Any ideas I've planned on, all keeps slipping away and suddenly, I feel so out of it. 

What was meant to be fun, just no longer is.

I want to find my passion again. I want to be motivated to do things I love. I want to create, to produce something and show to people what I feel in visual ways, or just to create a story for someone to see. But I just can't get myself to do anything.