life so far

Hello world! I have been gone for not even a month, a bit more than two weeks. Maybe daily isn't the go-to. maybe monthly of bi-weekly. I know I have no audience but I kind of like that since I can say what I need to say without the worry of someone I do not want to interact with me reading it. 

I feel like I am failing but I have good grades in all of my courses. The finals are what's getting to me. I feel sick just studying the material just to forget it the next day. I am grateful the finals are next week, and some are just course-long essays or projects, but the exams are the most nerve wracking.

I have gained weight, I feel like a pig. Sometimes I wonder how then I remember how much I eat and how little I move throughout the day. I am almost done with school, I am thinking of integrating more cardio into my life this summer. I got a stationary bike that I am planning of moving into my room. Why not just keep it in the garage? Because I have nosy fat parents who try telling me how to exercise yet they can't even do a damn sit up or push up correctly. Also why take advice from people who I do not aspire to be? You wouldn't take artistic advice from someone who draws architecture if you draw humans, now would you?