Finally some updates!

I know I know..

I said I was going to try to do multiple blogs.. I just forgot!
I'm sure you all missed me and my gossip very much!

If you're new here, welcome! This is my little digital diary (At least I'm trying to.. I suck at updating)

A lot has happened since we last spoke!!

If you checked my bulletins you maybe already know that me and my bestfriend (now ex-bestfriend) stopped being friends..

It's a long story and I honestly dont care enough about this all to go in depth..

But this has brought me some good and bad news!

The good news is, i finally don't have to worry about people talking behind my back anymore (and I'm no longer stuck having to talk to weirdo's)

The bad news is that everything is so boring now, and it all feels like a competition.

It's like anytime i do something she has to do it 'better' (we all know there is no better when it comes to me, im the best)

But whatever...

back to the positive stuff!

I've been feeling a LOT better about myself recently, I feel like once I'll get out of this school It'll all be over!! finally..

I'll go to a new school (hopefully the one i really want) 
It's like a fresh start, i cannot wait to start over again!

I feel like people at the school i go to now know the worst side of me, the always shy, emo, version of me. And i am NO longer like that!

When i first came to this school i just started hanging with the weirdo's, and it never changed..

I feel like i dont fit in with the weirdo's anymore. I wanna grow up and do girly things, i wanna go shopping and then go out instead of just rotting in my bed..

So i know a fresh start will do me well. It'll be awkward the first few days since idk anyone there but I'll manage.

Talking about fresh start, ive been doing small things to make this come true, things like figuring out new hairstyles, Finding a signature scent, doing my nails...

It feels good taking care of myself!!

Lately i havent been doing a lot of homework though.. That sucks.

There's a REALLY big evaluation coming up and if i fuck it up i might have to re-do my year.. 

I'm just gonna do my best for these last few weeks, maybe ill even switch to flip phone again

Last time i did that it felt sooo gooood.. I felt so alone but in a good way

like the people that had my number had my number, and the people that didnt, didnt for a reason ;p

anyway im getting kinda tired, you can probably tell by my spelling mistakes lol..

Goodnight! I hope i can keep making these since its really fun to rant on here 

xoxo

Kara