Lowkey wanna be in a band

I think being in a band would be super cool. Like, I'm already trying to learn to play guitar on my dad's dusty ass, falling apart guitar (No hate to it. It's just LITERALLY close to coming apart if you strum wrong). And  I know there's the whole aesthetic thing, and that's a nice factor in it, but I also just

RAAAAAHHH

I don't know how to describe it!! 

Just

Ah

I have a need to play guitar and make music with other people.

REAL people.

Like, playing guitar hero or playing alone in my room isn't... IT, okay? 

Being in a band

The idea of it and sound and the basic feeling I would achieve from being in a band with actual human people, y'know? 

...

That's it. Thanks