My family hates me

So I am just staying uo late as usual, my mom is on a phone call. She said “see, look. Aleyah takes 2 hours to get ready and her sister gets ready in under a hour. And she always needs to be the center of attention.” Not only that, but I heard her talking about how my sister is soooooo much better than me, about how “she’s cleaner, more mature, prettier, skinnier” blah blah blah. And my dad agrees too. My sister constantly makes fun of me nonstop unroll I cry, “bro are you crying? Pipe down it was just a joke.” Like girl huh? Jokes are supposed to be funny and make people laugh, not make people cry. And I ALWAYS start problems even though my sister started it first, and I’m a crybaby! Anyways, I might crash out. Idk flip a coin. Byeee