so i saw her today.

we went to taco bell since there were like 5 of us, it was awkward since we are both kinda antisocial and i felt like i was blushing the whole time. shes honestly so beautiful, i was nervous to look into her deep ocean blue eyes so i wouldnt make it worse. We talked a little bit 1 on 1 near the end, it made me happy. I also gave her a card for her birthday, in which i drew rei ayanami. she did not really thank me for it tho, maybe its since shes scared to text first? i dont wanna feel like a dick for asking if she saw it but oh well. i would do anything to be with her, i would even kms for her.

subtle foreshadowing