School thoughts

Ive been getting SO emotional recently and I have NO clue why

(I have a clue why)

(Lol)

(clue)

(like the game)

(get it)

ok so graduation is right around the corner,..., school is no longer kicking my ass and things are getting easier.

im really excited to start college, but im gonna still live with my parents....., which as NOT the og plan so im not too jazzed about that whoommmp

and ill get to leave this god forsaken school im currently at!!! yay!! i hate this place!! i hate this school district they're just heartless people with no sympathy.

anyways

my mentality has always been:

 school sucks, your teachers are evil, no one is nice, like sucks, then you die. there's no point in  trying, hurt people before they hurt you.

but i lowk had...,.,., a change of view..,.,.,.,,.

you see,,..... i now have

friends....

WHAT!!!!!!!!!

friends that I CARE about dude

waht the fuck man

i knew if I actually made friends in life i'd be attached to them..,..,  but when it comes to emotionally heavy things like graduation, i really didn't think i'd be alive for this long to witness the people i care about graduate.

now that i'm like.... alive... still....

like...????? yeah i had a plan for what i'd do career/school wise if i made it past to 18 but like i never thought how i'd feel emotionally

I really wish I did more.

like 

not clubs FUUUUCK NO

i mean like school wise

i should have payed attention more, gotten better grades, made more connections

i would have ended up walking the exact same stage, but still. school has always made me feel dumb. teachers were always just dicks to me, so my self esteem and my motivation was super low. now that i've been through 4 years, i know what i like and what I dont like, I know what works for me and what doesnt. I finally got the formula down just for doing my damn homework (procrastinate and then cram)

science is cool man

i wish i understood basic math

english is easy, I speak it. but I would have loved to do more creative writing.

pe still sucks and always will suck, but I cant help but wonder what it's like to be more athletic.


friends make things just a bit less crappy :)

i went to prom and took a photo with my big ass friend group and like damn i love all these ts guys

I should bake them cookies

if i could re do highschool...

...i wouldn't.

but if i could, i'd take more notes and smack more teachers

evil staff from evil hell

you have an F in my class- SILENCE, RAPSCALLION!!

you know the dress code says- I DO NOT TAKE ORDERS FROM DRIVELLERS!!!!

are you the kid that does tarot readings- I BITE MY THUMB AT YE!!!!!!!!

goddd i had a steak yesterday and it was so good im so hungry

ok im gonna stop here because i'll start talking about how much I love raw meat

TLDR; friends are nice, school sucks