Blog Entry 3: can't focus on school.

Genuinely....

Why the hell is focusing on academics so

HARD?

It's like no matter what I do to try and fix it, nothing ever sticks. I've tried countless apps and techniques and whatever but I just can't keep it for as long as I want. Urghhhhh.

I did an ADD test with some mental health clinic a while back and they told me I match 7/9 of the criteria. But it can't be that bad, right? Surely I should be able to have the same self control as the rest of the kids in this school. Right?

Sigh.

And it sucks because with IB I gen need to lock in. But I can't because when I try, my brain wants to do anything but study. 

I'm in chemistry class at the moment and I already want to fall asleep. It's the last period of the day but goddamn I can't wait for it to be over.

I think when I get home I should actually try and fix my focus. Enough working on my bed, I'll work at my desk. And I'll get myself a cup of tea or decaf coffee. And maybe just work for an hour straight before I'm done.