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lmao.
hi guys, the trolling was fun but then it became really fucking annoying and i'm tired now.
if you knew you knew, i'm surprised this didn't become common knowledge. hullo! i'm the evil mexican with an afro.
edit 3/5: i've decided to make this link-only. stop pushing it to the top blogs. holy shit.
i. the "vela" identity
technically.. i didn't really lie about anything. i just used vague wording and an old alias i used to use on here during my teens [ceradevela, shorten that and we get vela]. this account existed longer than goat's, so don't think i'm affiliated with their trolling. i didnt bot anything to top blogs so everything, at least with my blogs, was natural engagement afaik. i was just bored and upset. lots of stuff was happening in my personal life [if you need context read this, tw] and i guess i wanted an outlet..? i don't like attention seeking and being a dick to everyone and everything so i just got mad at people who were spreading misinfo about napo and the drama currently facing it.
ii. ytho?
again, boredom. upset. stress. i felt like nobody was listening to me and what i had to say so i posed as a former version of myself and started writing. commenting. blogging. like i said this was probably the most stressful time of my life, most of that being because of the two sph users harassing me and my family. i'm not saying this to excuse my trolling on here but to provide reasoning
iii. apology
this account is a very bad habit of mine; initially i was just lurking but i've resorted to being a total dick on here because of my own shortcomings and stress. it's a lack of impulse control which is hypocritical of me. i'm sorry to everyone i've bitched at in the past couple of weeks, i was just angry and felt like i had to defend napo as one of its administrators. i didn't realize i didn't have to be a "yes man" for napo until very recently and so i've become more open about my own thoughts and what i want to see change on our site. again, i'm sorry.
iv. what about [this person] and [that person] !?!?!?!
i wasn't involved in goat's blog exploiting or doc's own stuff lol. catbat is an entirely batshit situation on its own; the only thing i can say is that i hope they get off the internet for good because it's clearly not good for them. they've apologized to me directly in IMs. hibiscus i've apologized to albeit not directly because they unfriended me before i could. im not apologizing about oomen or puppybwained, we literally don't permit sexual content or paraphilic advocacy of any kind on napo. you can't post nudes, especially a child's nudes, in IMs, and you can't talk about being pro-paraphile and radqueer on napo.
v. moving forward
i'm not gonna engage in any drama because i think it's fucking stupid. unless someone is spreading misinfo i don't care. the only thing that irritates me more than this whole debacle is when lies are spread, unintentionally or not. i'm not going to take it seriously [not as unserious as goat but i just won't care much about it] and i'd prefer if everyone here did the same! i do not hate spacehey, i do not hate napo. i think both can coexist, eventually napo will not look like sph/myspace as much [source: i'm an admin and a direct line to sarm] and the drama will die off like i've been saying it should. i don't want any prior bullshit to be brought up simply because it will make me very irritable. i don't wish to lash out at anyone because i already feel shitty enough about being mean on here.
extra: am i okay/what about THAT stuff
yes, i'm fine. a lot of people have heard about my suicide attempt but i'm just going to say it: it was an impulse decision. probably the most impulsive shit i've done period. i was freaked the fuck out, the most stressed i'd ever been, and convinced this shit would never end. i am not suicidal and i probably never will be [for future reference if the government decides to assassinate me]. i went into psychiatric hold voluntarily and i only was online about once a day or so. i am fine. at worst i am just depressed as a result of being an aspie [this is not me being a dick, i was diagnosed with asperger's in 2013 or so] and i've struggled with that for a very long time.
edit: catbat (aka goat's biggest fan)
oh my god shut up lmao. we all know it's you on burros. what happened to your apology?
wasn't gonna show these at first since i thought the apology was sincere but nvm
.. but that's just ma opi-onion 🧅
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Cosmos - #789
Catbat keeps blocking everyone who knows they're Catbat. their new page is ⋆☾╶⃝⃤☽⋆𝐵𝒰𝑅𝑅𝒪𝒮 ℧Ω, which we know because they all of a sudden came to Vela's comment section here and once again downplayed his suicide attempt (this time saying "no wonder you tried to kill yourself").
What an incredible person.
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2 kudos from me. :-]
i hope this drama can finally be put to rest.
vela
additional note: My images always fucking break. I'm so pissy about this. I've been online for 3/4 of my life what the FUCK do you mean img src isn't working for ONLY me
Btw I'm sure this is the real Oomen: https://spacehey.com/ranfreaky
If you didn't know already
But yeah i hope they get arrested
by MetalHeart; ; Report
yeh, they posted a blog and got called out for having csem and watching porn with their cousin instantly
they change their username all the time wtf
by vela; ; Report
Wait Oomen is problematic??? (I dont read blogs or anything like that i only did today and im realizing how bs sp is)
by The new nut; ; Report
Yes he's genuinely a monster
by MetalHeart; ; Report
This is also him https://spacehey.com/oomensito
by MetalHeart; ; Report
✯ LizZz ✯
Ya esto es bastante absurdo lol
No pretendo ser ofensiva al respecto ni nada, pero no te parece que después de todo lo que pasó lo mejor es simplemente no regresar spacehey? Más que nada por tí mismo
Yo lidio con problemas de salud mental también y desde lo personal, exponerse a este tipo de toxicidad cuando ya estás en una situación vulnerable no tiene sentido
Aparte, si ya tienen napo, por qué seguir viniendo aquí una y otra vez? Es un poco exasperante porque ya es demasiado drama que no va a ningún lado
Entiendo que hay asuntos delicados, pero como usuarios no podemos hacer mucho al respecto, más que protegernos nosotros mismos
Como sea, ese no es el punto de mi comentario, solo quería expresar esa opinión
Hope you're okey. God bless you
humanform
woah rly (literally one of the first people to know about the vela account)
You of all people especially need to get off my dick
by vela; ; Report
sinff sob uhu GHGFHHn sniff sniff weep GHHHK waahaaa WAAAAHHH
by humanform; ; Report
Hibiscus
0 people surprised
FR THO
✌️
by Mariks; ; Report
glad everyone knew but STOP INTERACTING WITH ME GRHGHREJHGKLGLAGLGLKDGLALALAL
go away for your own safety
by vela; ; Report
SLIM GRIMS
did you think you were bein' sly this whole time?
jajajajaja
no, i thought i was making it as obvious as possible :x
by vela; ; Report
well good, cos it was. if you think you're surprisin anyone, guess you're only surprisin the braindead x_x
by SLIM GRIMS; ; Report
which unfortunately is a good population of the net xd
by vela; ; Report
well...with that being said...still don't think you fooled too many people xD
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