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I don‘t know if I‘m religious anymore… Somehow I still feel very connected to believing and that there is a something out there and Jesus was real. I don‘t know if I just tell myself I believe in this tho or if I‘m just telling it to myself to feel better for my actions or believes or non-believes.
I also have more than 5 crosses hanging in my room and I don‘t want to take them off the walls because somehow it makes me feel safe, even though I can‘t wrap my head around actually praying to someone or something, asking for forgiveness, help or advice.
Who is out there? Is there someone? Should we respect, defend them, fear them?
I always was religious growing up. Going to church at some holidays. And I think I really believed in it in a weird but loving way…
Is there a way to structure believe or the way of loosing faith? Idk… maybe I‘ll find out.
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morgen >.<
hi hi! as a christian girlie i have 100% thought the same thing in my past. but each time Jesus shows up in my life and proves to me his existence.
for example, the past few months, i have had $0 in my bank account and yet somehow my phone bill has been paid the entire time, ive eaten everyday, has transportation, and etc. i believe it’s the Lord. I have no way to provide for myself right now and He has been doing it all along.
I believe He is real & if you want, maybe you can try praying and asking Him to reveal Himself to you and help strengthen and/or restore you faith in Him.