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been a while. 

i came back to my neon white blog on tumblr. i felt really weird about drawing for it for a few months because it became like a chore to me. an attempt to get recognition (and failing at that). it made me feel really disgusting when i started drawing neon white again for images were being made by me simply for the sake of likes and reblogs. am i greedy? 

it used to be somewhat fun. maybe if i had someone who was also consistently and deeply interested in neon white i wouldnt feel as bad about posting. its kind of like carrying a boulder. alone its no fun. together it can be.