ITS 12 AT NIGHT WHERE I AM RIGHT

ITS MIDNIGHT right now! and i can't sleep cause i can't stop thinking about what happened this weekend and the things that i found out my boyfriend did to me .i know people are going to say that i should be completely done with him but he has been in my life for the last three years and i do love him. i want this to work and want things to change but in order for that to happen and us to work this out he has to be willing to make some changes to. im not someone that is big on hearing words when it comes to promises, because i know from experience that telling someone you are going to change and you dont show it to me, i really hope he's gonna be a man of his word and turn things around because if i don't see things change regardless of how much i love him im going to be forced to walk away even though i know it's going to be very difficult for me. but i have to do whats best for me