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Breaking news– Spacehey addict on the road to recovery?
I guess my addiction isn't that bad. My last bulletin was a week ago, my last blog post– about a month, and the last blog post of any value? An eternity.
So, just to say "hey, i'm alive, please don't leave me and please don't leave this site" I thought I'd put something here.
I don't suspect anyone's itching to read the latest issue of mine, but I just wanna fill the silence, contribute to the landfill of text, the random thoughts, ideas, meaningless controversy and the stupidest of quarrels. By now, I'm sure you can tell this blog doesn't contain any valuable information, and honestly, you should've known you were in for a boring one once you saw my name.
In my lil corner of the web, it's all about me, me, me. As it turns out. Something I utterly despise about the internet these days. I never wished to blog about myself, not even on myspace, but here we are. I only blog about stupid shit for my fans, for when I'm rich and famous, otherwise I could easily spend another day in silence for the most part. Hoping this will be the last of my "if you dig it, you dig it" kinda blogs, let me at least promise the intent of focusing on other, much more interesting things.
To sum this up, I'm bored and I swear I'm not like other narcissists
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Jo ☥
haha, it's probably better to be addicted to SpaceHey than the other social media hangouts around.
bring back the days we actually cared about each other! there should be "we", but you're entitled to the "me" every now and then
Thorn_Raccoon
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Lavender
im having a hard time describing what im thinking when i read this so i will just start with: this falls in line with some other thoughts i have about being such a very online person. the talking down to oneself, believing that our presence is meaningless, that we're just filling the void with dribble, etc. but ive tried to counter such thoughts with some lessons ive picked up over the years.
1 lesson is that its not like...a bad thing to want to ramble about nothing. thats the spice of life truly LOL...thats why small talk exists for example. it also functions as a gateway to talking about "more interesting things" as you say. another lesson is that we're all just a bunch of Creatures trying to connect with other Creatures. a lot of times we Talk and we Do in order to be heard and seen. but if the attention we get isnt very good quality (hard to describe what is "good" quality) it makes us feel bad/meaningless/boring/insert adjective. and yet, even crumbs of attention keep us hooked bc we're Creatures who want to be Known.
i cant speak to whether or not you have an addiction to spacehey, i dont know you well enough to judge, but heres my humble offering....maybe the desire to talk about "more interesting" stuff is more like "i want better quality attention and i think i can get it thru this route."
obviously like, take whatever i say with a grain of salt, im just a random guy on the internet and im no therapist or anything. but maybe youll find the thoughts useful
Hey, I appreciate your comment. it's refreshing cause I feel my mind has been an echo-chamber recently. I didn't even realise I was being so self-deprecating, what felt like a few funny lines sprinkled in turned out to be the whole thing, it's quite bizarre re-reading it.
But you are right, I actually don't know why I shun that natural, innate social part of myself so much, why it's pretty hard to admit to myself that I even seek connection. Something I gotta reflect on.
Thanks, it's very much useful. :)
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snowy_forest_emo
mildly depressing and SO real
what's funny is I didn't even realise it came off a bit depressing until I just reread it haha
by Kara † Kadavera; ; Report
oh bless u
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omnirex
Damn