#MRTAKETHATRISK

GUYS i havent used spacehey in like 4 months but OMG do i have something to tell you guys.

OK so idk where i left off the last time but i'll start from like end of december 2025.

so things with churro (his name was carlos, he wont see this ever) did not work out and he ended up getting back with his ex and ghosting me! but its fine, he had a couple red flags anyway.

SO in janurary, i got back w by ex from before then broke up with him a week later because i found out he had been lying to me about his sobriety (i can honestly make a whole other blog post about this). btw we had been in contact for like 4 months before this and he was lying the whole time

then on my birthday (about 3 days after i broke up with him) i followed this one guy from my school because i thought he was cute and he followed be back quickly! i had a really good feeling about it in general and was so happy!

he then added me on snap THE NEXT NIGHT ! after i posted a selfie on my insta story HE ADDED ME !!!!!!!! and we started snapping!

after like 3 weeks we got the "both no.1 best friend" thingy on snap and we've had it ever since!

we've been snapping since janurary now and i think he likes me back. like, im 99% sure. he only snaps me thorughout the day and other girls from my school have said that he doesn't even open their snaps. i know snap culture and stuff is so stupid and i shouldn't be reading into it this much- BUT COME ON THE SIGNS ARE RIGHT THEREE!!!!

he wont look at me when i pass by him in the hallway but my friends have said thats lowk a good thing. like, he looks at me when im not looking but if i turn my head the slightest he looks away quickly. they say he trys to act "nonchalant" when im nearby (ex. my friend has a class with him and she like invited me in once when i was walking around the hallways and she told me that he locked in and started doing work when i walked in after goofing around the whole class. see what i mean????)

okok, so, with enough confidence and impatience, I TEXTED FIRST

this is a big move for me. i NEVER text first.

i literally just texted him saying "hii" and he responded quite quickly. i then told him i was going to see a movie with my friends and i was gonna be geeked the whole time and we talked about yarts and stuff. i told him id text him after the movie to let him know how it went but he fell asleep before i was done. 

so what did he do?

TEXTED ME IN THE MORNING

YUP. YUP. im turned on.

he wasnt dry at allll and kept asking me questions and keeping the conversation going. i am on opened now but thats because the conversation naturally dried out, yk?

IM SO HAPPY! im locked in. im bagging this man. IM BAGGING HIM.

also side note, maybe i'm glazing him, but theres something so attractive about a guy who smokes but isn't like an addicted fein (in a really bad way, like my ex for example).