rekindling a 3 year off and on romance????

A guy i went to high school with. he is my high school sweetheart. and we reconnect a couple years ago when he started working for my dad's dock building business. I have been on an off with Dillon for the last few years. but that is mainly because i have some very bad trust issues and anxiety. and he lives in charleston.so that wasn't really helping my trust issues either him living so far away from me. kind of played into it too things not really working between me and him then but now I'm determined to actually make this work cause I'm almost 23 and don't have anyone to share my life with. and if we love each other that much for us to keep coming back to each other then maybe what me and Dillon have is actually worth giving a real chance at making this work.🖤